It's a Sat once again. What the hell am i doing home AGAIN!? isnt sat the day were ppl go out, have fun, spent time with their loved ones etc!? or.. maybe meet their boyfriends who book out!?!?
Maybe that was why i tried staying home. I've got a proj to complete, i've got TONS of notes to go through.. but i'm staying home, in hope that someone asks me out. Not Anyone. but someone. God damn it. i'm contradicting myself. one moment, i wish i can just stay home, the next moment i wish he asked me out, the next moment, i'd come 2 a conclusion that he wont askme out and even if he did, i wont go out. so what's wrong with me!? why am i feeling so miserable when i found out that he's goin out 4 a movie with the guys and here i am staying home, wishing that he'd ask me out.
Damn it.. he's single. and so are u val. WAKE UP!
Despite how someothers think. i DO NOT go out very much.. i stay home most of the time... When i was with him, this is the case. now that i'm NOT with him, this still is the case. Get a life val... he's out of ur life..
as much as i do not wish that he's OUT, the truth prevails... he doesnt want me either. To hell with it.. argh.. i'm in an emo wreck...
Was supposed to head to msia last min change of plans.. AGAIN. Life's full of changes isn't it.
to all u happy ppl out there.. ENJOY your weekend.. cuz the pathetic me sure aint gona enjoy mine. sigh
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