Post OE

Life's a play...
Everything would come to an end.

Well, just like the OE paper has already ended! =)
and many other things have come to a past.
a full stop. big round one.

its hard to open up sometimes...
hard to accept something new,
to put it simply and selfishly, i want the best of every world
i mean who doesnt!

To put it in an "ethical" way, i dotn want anyone hurt.
Especially those i care for.
So today this is being said, and i believe it,
tmr something else is being done, and there's nothing i can do!
So how in the world am i supposed to react!!?!??

I feel vulnerable to external elements.
I need time.
to Think, Consider, and hmm.. EnJOY!!!

most of all, to STUDY!!!!!

Bet none of this makes sense to any one of u. Life's full of mysteries aniwae..


To a particular YOU, If u're smart enough to find ur way here.
I want someone who trusts me, and whom i trust totally
i need someone to love me, and be able to share with me whatever he has with me no matter how much he has..
he gotta have some form of "zhi qi" (aspiration!?!???) as well as a future. one that he holds dearly, so dear he'd work towards it!
I will love someone who loves me for me.
actions...not words! i wanna see it. so DO IT!



I had that someone once. Now that he's gone and doesnt give a flyin fuck about me, it doesnt mean i feel the same. Aint finding a replica or replacement. Just that... these acts as benchmarking.

There's 1 person i love now.......... without the person, i'd be the saddest person in the world.
Love u priscy. Thanks for being there, and kicking me out of the "room" at nite whenever i do something "ammoral". hahaha.... Thanks for giving me the advises i need and a listening ear, as well as great companionship. Well, when i'm attached, the guy betta accept the fact that u're the "da lao puo" hehee...

Willam, Know u're readin this. Go Fuckin study! stop momo-ing.
stop whining
stop lookin for guilible chicks
stop stop stop sayin u'd drop out

Nitez all......
thank you Mr. J .. i just feel special again.