Song for Prisc

This Song's Dedicated to my Dear Priscy who hasnt been feeling very well yesterday.
Its a song by Fan Wei Qi in her latest album... This song's called 一个像夏天一个像秋天.

Love this part of the song especially..


如果不是你我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我只是骂我几句
如果不是你我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的胸怀志意我的有口无心
我离不开darling更离不开你

go download or better still, buy the CD and lend me! hahhaa
Prisc go listen k.... send it 2 u later.

Guess this song's especially applicable for girls.. with close girlie friends who've always been there for them. thanks to the many who've always been there encouraging me... guys and girls alike.

most importantly, Thanks prisc. I love u.. =) and get well soon!! *hugzz** (but i think u're well already lar.. slacking away.. damn)

Waiting for my pizza.. was about to cook noodles or something, and prisc had to tempt me, sayinthat they had this monday special, 1 supreme reg pizza, 6 piece drumlets, 1 garlic bread. =( How can i ever resist seafood supreme!!!!!

So here i am.. waiting for mr pizza to come knocking on the door.

Had a terrible dream last nite. prolly blog bout it later. hopefully it'll never come true... In the meanwhile.. i continue

Must Watchs..

Prisc is goin shopping with her mum and watching Cabaret to night.. I wana go Tooooo!!!! can i have a god mum!? haha..

I wana watch movies but there's no one to watch with, i wana watch plays and musicals but i aint got the $$ nor the company. Tried watching grease once.. What a flop. Guess i can watch plays and musicals with people who really like watching them. Or it'll be a total waste of $$.

Here's my Upcoming list of TO WATCHs:

Cabaret!!!


Fei Xiang and Emma Yong's gona be in it..

Think they're gona b a good match... The last time i saw Emma Yong, was in Dim Sum Dollies.. if im not wrong.

And also.....
FORBIDDEN CITY


2nd screening if im not wrong... Ive even got 20% discount for this! ugh..

Lastly... BACK by popular Demand....
BROADWAY BENG

Missed it the 1st time round.. heard it was very SINGAPOREAN.. Saw the advert for broadway beng while watching Magic fundoshi with prisc n william for his bday... Guess id have to give it a Miss AGAIN!

Oh... Lastly... the CLASSIC of all time.. RUSSEL PETERS!!
Id pay to watch this guy LIVE! i tell u. But i dont have enough LEAVE to watch him!! BooHooHoo!!! And the tix are either $85, or $100 =(
Initially only 1 show, but they decided to have another slot at 930pm.. SEE!!! overwhelming response...

This guy's funny i tell u..... REEEAAALLLLYYY funny! His antics are still used here and there even tho i watchd his clip 1 year back? 8 mths?

Gona go for dinner with my family... JUMBO SEAFOOD!! whEee!!! and collect cash from Audio House. =)

Post number 200

This is post number 200.

Been a busy day... Classes, project, work... The norms. But had a breather tho since al was grocery shopping this evening. i had time after work to chitchat with my parents.. pack up my room a lil (again) and watch a dvd. Silly bimbotic shows. My fave type. nothing too heavy.

School life has been made interesting for me by havin ppl who're fun, and at the same time irritatingly distracting!

Here's one of the many antics tt happened in school. William on my right, Prisc on my left. There we were sitting at one corner. Being the nice ME, i told william what page we were at and i flipped the page for him. he SLAPPED my had Reeeaaalllly loudly. i Stared, and i simply pinched his underarms!



ouch.. yes.. that must have hurt. but didnt let me OFF. *tsk* not a gentleman for sure.. he Pinched me toO!! As i was slightly tanner than him, my bruise didnt develop that fast. By now.. it looks like THIS:



The picture does no justice. its an understatement i tell u...
Moments later... teacups became a BERLIN WALL



i tell u... that guy's childishhhhh!!! But i enjoy playing with him in class. i contributed to his childishness too lar. Guilty as charged. Without us... Who's gona entertain prisc man!!! :P


My eye's really swollen now.. having a bad case of bak zham! as much as i wish to meet wenting tmr for lunch, it's really impossible now... cuz... yeah... i look So bad! ugh!! Gona try and study for abit when i get up..

Im waiting... and waiting... and waiting... for...??? the wait seems neverending.. Long and tiresome... But worth it.


oh.. p/s: i got Torta back!!! i rather he kept it tho. More pix of torta nxt dae. Guess torta was just a lil toy as a bridge betweent he 2 of us. When i couldnt entertain him.. at least i could act like torta could. Its Torto by the way. hah.

Summer Rain

WHhhheee!!!!!!!!!!!!! When's Mambo night!?
Guess the only time i get to blast my the song is when im driving. Haha... Comeon ladies.... WHEN"S MAMBO NIGHT!!??

My Fave Retro Song =)
(SUMMER RAIN)

Whispering our goodbyes, waiting for a train
I was dancing with my baby in the summer rain
I can hear him saying nothing will change
Come dance with me baby in the summer rain
I remember the rain on our skin
And his kisses hotter than the Santa Ana winds
Whispering our goodbyes, waiting for a train
I was dancing with my baby in the summer rain

I remember laughing till we almost cried
There at the station that night
I remember looking in his eyes

[CHORUS]
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain

I can hear the whistle, military train
I was dancing with my baby, in the summer rain
I can hear him saying Ooh love is strange
Come dance with me baby, in the summer rain
I remember the rain pouring down
And we poured our hearts out as the train pulled out
I can see my baby waving from the train
It was the last time that I saw him in the summer rain

[CHORUS]
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain

Every time I see the lightening
Every time I hear the thunder
Every time I close the window
When this happens in summer
Oh the night is so inviting
I can feel that you are so close
I can feel you when the wind blows
Blows right through my heart

[CHORUS]
Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Every night and every day now
Though I know you've gone anyway
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain

Oh my love it's you that I dream of
Oh my love, since that day
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain
Doesn't matter what I do now
Doesn't matter what I say
Somewhere in my heart I'm always dancing with you in the summer rain

Genitals

Now this is gona be a lil offensive to some... So if you're the type that arent that open to sexual jokes, discussion, or feel shy about ur own sexuality, please skip this post. You'd prolly do better in i-want-to-be-a-nun.blogspot.com, or i-will-die-a-virgin.blogspot.com, or maybe i-am-a-closet-maniac.blogspot.com haha..

Surfed by this blog by chance http://citarre.blogspot.com/ and im amazed by the things posted there. they're all GENITALS! Well... it occured to me in an artistic point of view, and it didnt seem like a "sexual" or "RA" type of blog. The people are quite good with the cam. Well, assuming they took the shots themselves. (which i highly doubt).

Artistic stuff aside, im starting to wonder.... DO ALL GENITALS LOOK THIS WAY!? Female genitals i mean.. hey. to be honest. ive only seen mine. Im never against girl-girl relationships, and in school, i often find lesbians hot! My thoughts never drifted to sexual fantasies on girls... Hence i've never pictured how a vagina looks like. i dont see mine often. I know they look different in shape/size/color and all... but.. do they HONESTLY look like that?!?!?!?

ok. i think they look weird and yeah.. very werid and Oyster looking. I dont wish to insult by coming up with words other than "different" and "weird".... soooooo... No offence. But i never pictured it to look THIS way. Showed william the site and he said yeah.. it does look like that. (he's a credible source! hahaa) that ass told me to use a mirror. hahahhaa.... i think those comments and pictures are wayyyyyy over rated. There must be better looking ones out there... Somewhere!!!

Girls.... do yours look like that!?!?

THATS WHY I ALWAYS INSIST ON WAXING! ALWAYS! ALWAYS! allllwayysss!!!

Was about to type more about orals, and the male genitals, female genitals... but guess it'll be getting a lil offensive. hah. Nevermind.


oh P/S, when ppl see william with prisc.. they think they're attached. When ppl see william with me, they think we're attached! now that makes him a very lucky guy dont ya think so!?!?!? ahhahaa.. Please. Prisc, and val are not WITH william. they have their own partners alright. William on the other hand... has partner(S). BaHhh.. id just carry on with this false pretense in school. at least now all 3 of us know why no one approaches us in sch. hah. Great excuse.

LONGEST ever mail

Just typed an email comprising of 5690 words.

my max ever.
worth it tho. it better be apreciated... tho i know it would =)

KO first.

Nitez all

Just another day.

Lessons were a real piece of crap today. With the lecturer talkin non stop bout everything cept the important stuff. to think i came all the way for that bullshit, wasted my transport fees, time, n everything else i could have done during that period of time. ugh.

Nuff said. Im very tired. Feel drained out after working 6 hrs tdy. Wish i had the luxury of time and money. Wana fix my nails my hair.. shop... do the typical bimbotic stuff... baHhhh..

Unfortunately, (or some might say fortunately), all im gona do these days is WORK and STUDY =) for reasons which are very obvious to some, yet ambiguous to others.

vices

1. Im such a procrastinator... Everything i THINK i ought to do and set my mind to... i never end up doing until very much later... or till the very last min.

2. Im a sleepaholic. I just want to sleeeeep my day away.i can sleep at 2am, and still have trouble waking up at 11pm! Ideal sleeping hours would be 15 hours a day.

3.Im a spendtrift. i spend and spend and spend and spend, till ive got no $$$ at hand. to make things all worst, ive no idea what i spend on. Gosh!!

4. Im a netoholic. I want to be online every moment i can. Once im home, the first thing i do is switch on my comp. When im bored, id use mobile MSN. When im supposed to be doing other things, id be blogging away. Just like what im doin now.....

1 word. Useless!

School. The FUN of it.

There are many reasons why i love studying... and i dread working stepping out into the working society where everyone just talks bout biz related stuff during lunch hour.

Was in the middle of this awfully "gone-wrong" lecture, by a visiting australian lecturer. And its prolly the last time we're ever gonna c him again. Unless he decides that he hates us and decides that he's gona fail our paper. I simply told william it'll be good to go for an early dinner at 4pm. He agrees. The weird notion of leaving in the middle of lect came to realization after we both reckon that we have NO IDEA what's on the slide, and we simply HAVE TO leave.

The lect room was relatively small, say.... prolly bout 10-20 rows max. middle, right n left wingged. William and i was sitting right smack in the center of the class, 3rd row from front crowd. Prisc far end at the corner... we simply winked, signalled, smiled....... Silently packed. GRABBED, and Walked out!!!!! WHeEEeEeEeeee... Lecturer starred (or so my classmates say)... So the 3 of us happily walked out.. laughing.. grinning.. and giving each other hi 5s! hahaha. We decided to "snack" a lil... but it turned out like THIS



We've got 2 Ribena, 1 bubble tea, 1 herbal chicken soup, 2 sticks of jappo food, 1 bowl of miso soup, rice, gyozas, 1 bowl of jap food, 1 biggg wok of beef horfun, lots of mango and watermelon.

Mind you, we had our lunch at say... 1pm!?!?!? and it was only 4pm! the 3 of us.. polished it alll!!!


P/S: i cant seem to look good in pix these days... always seem fat/chubby/havin big eye bags.

there u go.. our HAPPY look... for skipping class. Naturally we couldnt finish the food (esp the fruits).. so we decided to put KEY CHUA's game to good use.. we played the

"one tortise" "jump into water" "plomp"
"two tortise" "two tortise" "jump into water" "jump into water" "Plomp" "Plomp"
etc etc.. and it went up to.. er... wat 11? 13? 16?



Penalty was obvious... FRUITS EATING LAR!!! =) we went by multiples of 3 =)


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Many new things and experiences in life within this short period of time after the break up. I feel very happy and contented with life now. Tho it can be improved slightly =)

Here are some thins which made a difference


A photo frame our DaRRRLING prisc made us!! we took the pic on william's bdae celebration a few mths back.. and we all agreed that all 4 of us was smiling happily. (p/s and i "looked" like i had some cleavage hahaa) She personalized every single frame!!!! yang, Will, pls put a pic of it up ! :)


GeBerras! my fave flower!!! i dont need a bunch. Just a stalk is sufficient to cheer me up significantly. This pic does not do justice to the color i swear... it's yellowish... and its edge has hues of orange =) Beautiful. From a beautiful person to a less beautiful person =)


My fave boys in NUM...
Never failing to entertain me. Esp when ive got lots of time to kill.

No prizes for guessing who's my fave tho =)



Love all of ya... my Family.. Friends... close friends... even THAT special someone ( u know who u are) for making a difference in my life. I love y'all...

Pre school Blues

Its especially hard to get to work after a long time off. The usual plesant sounding voice came out as a mere croak, and the tonality of my voice was FLAT. Dead flat. I dont remember who, but someone commented tt i sounded like a trans over the phone. I am so dead.

Feel as tho im being too harsh on James, and i should let lose a little. What's it with me not wanting to see him at all!? I dont want to see his msgs, answer his calls, not even see him for one last time. I know there's no such thing as a ONE LAST TIME. It wld only lead to "many more times". Guess i badly wanted everything to end. To those who dont already know, girls are Cold blooded creatures. Once they set their mind to cut something loose, their determination's gonna be really strong. To be mean to him, is also being kind to him. In the long run.

Stupid analogies... but Some relationships are like......

• Wearing braces.

It'll feel bad at first, you get acustomed to it, and it'll turn out beautiful.

• Binge eating.

You Choke urself up with anything, Do too much of Everything, and end up puking everything out. Leaving yourself feeling empty, and having nothing.

• The role of a mother.

You give everything for the relationship, want nothing in return, only to find out that your other half only "silently" appreciates. Tough Chore.

• Fairy Tale.

Boy love girl, girl love boy. Married. Have kids. Go to heaven. We're all old enough to know that fairy tales NEVER come true.

• The landlord

Very Routined. At a certain time, you do certain things. Justlike how landlords never fail to collect rent everymonth.

Stupid i know. hah.

Side note: Here's what im gona do with my life. Im gona

• Work and earn $$. So that i'd have enough for monthly mini sprees.
• Save bulk of my $$ for my long awaited year end trip.
• Study consistently and make sure i dont cramp everything till exams,
• PLAN and make sure ive got Leave for year end holidays
• Be INDEPENDENT and not rely too much on any particular person for emotional support.
• Learn to live with just me, myself, and val. Everyone else is a bonus to have.
• Give back to everyone else that has been there for me. Be there for them.
• Make my pig sty a NEAT ONE! pack constantly and not wait till it's fit for a sow to live in.
• Walk in the right way of god.
• Be a better person in the months to come.

Having a distant goal... is better than having none at all. Well, now that i DO know what i want.. All ive gotta do is WORK towards it! =) FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL tomorrow. How unexciting. Its gona be 1 day of school, 2 days of missing school (for a very valid reason).. and 5 more months of missing something else.

Sat out..

Im considering making this a private blog. Like William's. But then again.... His blog password is already a widespread on its own. Id like to blog bout more sensitive and private issues, which i wont want "mass media" and "free press" to know about.

Cough's getting a slightly better. but uncontrollable nevertheless. The whopping cough is getting on my nerves... makes my voice monotonous. ugh..

Covered lots of ground today... frm Orchard, to marina, to esplanade area. PheWw. Guess i feel more lighthearted now. Made things clear to james. Hope he understands and gets the big picture. Its always hard to break the news to someone u're attached to. But somethings are simply inevitable. Its a sooner or Later issue. *sigh*

I dont want 14th July to come. i DREAD it... Time still passes, and it'll come eventually.... So lets just enjoy the 9th 10th 11th 12th 13th AND embrace 14th when it comes.

Thanks to y'all ... for being by my side. =)

Happy Birthday Key!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVIL TWIN!!!

Its key's bdae today and she's 21 =) may she n barry be as sticky, gluey, and loving in the many more years to come!

We went to dempsey road for drinks... 8 of us had a great time talking nonsense.. playing silly games... etc etc. lets see who was there... key, prisc, leslie, myself, barry, mark, jeremy, al. Great company... I wonder when's we'd have the chance to meet up next. Hopefully b4 Leslie leaves for UK in sept =) but this time.. al wont b arnd for sure. =(

Went for a swim in the morning... stamina sucks big time! did like 10 laps and i was punctured. Not to mention that ive got a huge bump in my head for obvious reasons. CUZ I WAS CLUMSY! bumped my head on my bedside table.. ugh...

All in all... it was an extremely enjoyable day... for very obvious reasons. Too bad such enjoyment wont last for long... All good things must come to an end....

When god closes one door.... He'd definately open another

Jealousy Test

Ripped off frm Iris's blog


JEALOUSY TEST


my standing:
You are 63.49% jealous!
For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.
534999 people have taken this test to date.

This percentage means that :
•You're a clearly a jealous person.
•Most of the time, you over-react.
•It would not be surprising if your jealousy became a real problem in your relationships.
•Lighten up and work on your self-esteem.

So im obviously a person who gets jealous very easily!!!very much higher than an average person would.... yes yes i over react... yes yes it is a problem in relationsips... yes yes i shld lighten up and work on my esteem. WHO CARES!? Im single aniway... i deserve to be! =( im sucha green eyed monster.

william wld prolly score 99%
Yang maybe.... 30?
prisc.... 50?
key.... 30?

Now!! DONT GO CHEATING HOH!!! dont click on things u prolly wont do.. juz to proof tt u aint as green eyed as i am! hah!

Nitez all!

Prata @ Thomson

Just got back frm supper at Upper Thomson. Its a place filled with memories... Back then when i was with jesse, i use to hang out there with him.. josh.. and afew others. Ive got to admit that their prata is by far the BEST!

Lets see who i met... Wang Lin, his gf (who used to wrk at the sunshine co) and friend, Josh and Stace, Carol and friends. Went there with my 2 bitching kakis, William n prisc. Josh n stace are still as loving as ever ;) william thinks stace is hot!!! hah.. ive gotta admit that she's hot stuff!!

Picked prisc up at her place, went dwn for prata... chatted bout almost nothing.. YET, it was strangely satisfying. Upsetting Times as such, i really need lots n lots of company.... someone to spend every available time with. Thanks to all of u who've been there.. Including you... who've been standing there afar.. agiving me ur best wishes...

i wasnt brooding, nor whiny, nor teary tonight. Had a great time. William said we shld do tis more often.. say once a week? twice!? but we're gona c each other in school everyday dude!!!! He's always bz with miss YOU KNOW WHO anyway. =)

Signs of me being stressed are showing again..... Im starting to feel itchy all over.. and ive even scratching my head and pulling my hair!! ughh!!! it juz feels so itchy all over!!! Im usually like this b4 exams..... but now....... yeah... think im in an emotional roller coaster! ugh.

P/S: thanks for your encouragement lyd =)

NUH Stay

Feeling damn shag. Thanks everybody.. thanks for saying that i WT! (waste time)... haha.

in short, i went to NUH last night. (sorry tt i didnt pick up ur call william)... My temp was lower after i took medication, and once it wears out, im BACK with my fever again. went frm 37.8 to 38.0 to 38.7 to 39.2 to 39.3 and reached an all time high of 39.5!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i couldnt believe it! (yes prisc i really am having a fever, dont keep saying that i dont) haha.. Dad n mum brought me to NUH.. But despite my high temp, i wasnt feeling very woozy.. just a lil weak and feelin numb all over.

They had a fever facility where all the "feverish" ppl lay down in different beds.. and Lying down in those hospital beds aint fun i tell u... absolutely borrringgg... wasnt too bothered tho cuz i was feeling terrible at that point of time... drifted in n out of sleep.

after the doc gave me a jab (on my butt mind u), i just concussed... Before i know it... im WELL!! YAY!!!! temp was back to normal at least. SEE, JABS does WONDERSSSS. Oh btw, im gona have ABS soon!! at the rate im coughing... my abs are hurting so bad.. muscles all strained.... tink im gona have a beautiful 6pacs soon! hah..

The weird thing is... when i was feeling so damn terrible.. the person i wish to have by my side... was him. (yes you all know who!) im in a dilemna.. wld things be better if we got back together. or wld things remain the same... turn out worst.. and end with another break up!?!?

having a headache.. ugh.. laterz...

Missing James

i miss james... so so so much.. its weird cuz now that im feeling damn sick n cold, all i want is him by my side. its him i love. giving up the person u love most is the hardest thing to do.

i do love him.
very very much.


the agony comes with realization of truth.

we arent tgt anymore.

why didnt he even try to woo me back!? he kept saying that my mind is made up and nothing he do is gona change my mind... but he's always so so so wrong. i wish he'd b by my side once again. its the simple n little things which he could have done. but he chose not to. losing him is like losing my pillar of strength n courage.

where are u darling?? what r u doing now!? val misses u terribly.....