just a short chat before you go into that dredful place we both were not lookin forward to.
thinking about it, bout you, bout everything the whole day.
i swear it was on my mind. every single min.
Was hard shakin it off.
Everyone said we shld have met up at least.
Now i just regret not ringing you up.
Too late for regrets.
Too late for anything infact.
I didnt reply your mail...
and u followed suite by not replyin my sms.
When i finally wana hear your voice before you enlist, You're prolly asleep.
Tried my luck, SMS-ed you, and no reply.
Bingo!
Im right, u ARE asleep.
Those were the days where i'd wana get my license and wait for the day where i can fetch your mum to ur camp, where we can vist you, with big hugs n kisses!!
or when u book out, i'd drive and fetcH u all the way home, makin everyone else envious!!! Guess now, its just us envying others. When i read other ppl's blog abt their bf goin into NS, or how happily in "love", how they shld treasure, i'd b.. arghh.. fark it... and close my IE.
No hard feelings. but im just not in the right frame of mind to listen to good news. No matter what form of it. Dont tell me bout how happily married, or how good that date was, or how fun things are gona be! Dont get me wrong. I do understand your joy and i respect it. I just know it aint happening to be and its hard cuz i know it prOlly wont in a long long time. Its just this internal feeling which i canot process and cant comprehend. Dont like reading those stuff dont wana know sad stuff either. *duh*. so i jolly well wont read it i guess. sigh.
Just like how some ppl hate reading my blog, sayin its bout sad stuff etc. So, if it really sux, then dont check back, if u dont like sad stuff, i'd lecha know when there's happy stuff!.
YES YOU WILLIAM.
Dont turn around. im talkin bout u. no offence dude *winkz* heh...
oh... once again... =NO OFFENCE=... but here's the fashion disaster of the day. hahhaaa.. Did my Blurred the pic. (how nice of me)
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