Pre thai..

Before i Leave for Thailand...

I'm at iris's place.. preparing to head to bed and YET i'm still blogging. Why? Felt the need to leave a presence before i leave. Feeling a lil sombre now. Not exactly high spirited. Because i'm Broke? maybe... Oh, Another person said i look "rounder". Man. I've got say.. $6 bucks to my name? Someone mentioned tt i'd get my pay on 23rd.. Boy was i happy.. Greatttt..... only to find out, that the $$'s only coming in on the 26th~. *counts fingers*

Watched the Dim Sum Dollies last nite! Definately a great treat! Sure was funny. the Puking 1/2 fish 1/2 cat.. the bollywood scene, rock band, etc. Memorable for sure. No doubt it was back row seats, the sound system definately made up for it. couldnt really see the facial features, but does it matter? it was more of a MUSICAL! Selena's fat thighs made mine seem like chopsticks. Wish i never saw emma yong's tho. Imagine watching it alone? No one to laugh with, no one to share the joke, the grin, etc.. Hence i'm glad ive got the chance to watch it with someone enjoyable! Well priscy, there're always other plays to watch! u know i'm always game for one!! next show anyone??



Nonsensical ramblings. Hmm. I've felt the need to blog about seemingly "cheeem" and intellectual stuff, which just MIGHT act as a mirror, reflecting my intellegence n self worth. However, with its restrictive nature. i Guess not. i mean.. i Better not.

No doubt the whole world says a blog's "personal", and its in a paradigm of its own. I dont think so. Nope, i aint trying to be Different again. i just happen to be. Isnt everything "Charlotte's" BIG WORLD WIDE WEB public? Maybe if u hide behind a peusodeum, no one wld "recognize" you, but they sure do "recognize" the info! Hence, how can a blog be anything PRIVATE? Well, you can Write all you want, and people can say all they want.

Speaking of which. i Remember some fucked up council members i once worked with. *note the fucked up*.. honestly, as of now, i dont quite care if they see this.. *neh neh ni booBoo!*. oh, i was saying.. they were F-ed up in their own way. There was one incident, where i was once an innocent blogger, i blogged about things which i felt were utterly harmless. those monkeys made monkeys out of themselves! one told the other, n another told the other n the other other other.. Right... How very gossipy. Sigh. Through that lesson however, i've learnt. The blog's not SO private after all.

Even the famous xiaxue.blogspot.com has been speaking less of controversial issues. Well being slammed by the public is one thing, who's the public?? they're merely strangers who happen to know you. Being criticized, questioned, doubted by ppl close to you's terrible. You start thinking if u should even blog what you feel and think. Why? because of its implications. How can there never be implications??? Its impossible. There's always articles like "what if your boss reads your blog." and honestly, there's not one boss who wld say "Great blog you've got! Your writings are really insightful!"... well, maybe if that fake blog's all bout patting the ass of ur boss.. *ooOhh. patting of ass.. hmm that reminds me of something. heh.. its another story for another time.

Right, more about the DUMB me. i cleverly left my jacket n specs at home. right. smart. so smart. how am i ever gona see once i tk off my contacts... great job val..!! its 3, afew more hrs to waking up.. Finally seeing eric in.... 4 hrs? hehee.. i'm dreding the flight.. but looking foreward to the shopping. =) iris's still in the toilet! gonna KO soon. do drop me msgs/tag/mail/bubbletalk, etc. i'd be back in no time. WOULD definatly try 2 tk more pix. but i suck in most lar. so... dont have too much hope on tt.

Goodnite to you...

** A GREAT BIG SORRY**

To prisc, lyly, joanne, zeyu, dolin...

So sorry tt didnt get up... sigh. =( it really was on silent. i didnt turn it on after the play. =( sigh.. make it up 2 u guys soon..