Motivated to be a Babe!

Juz got back from the gym with ST.
Everyone thought i was nuts as i had to wait till 12, and head to the gym!!
Ate like nobody's business at work! hahaa
there was lots of food stuff frm thailand, bah kua, mooNcake..etc..

as i speak of thailand,
i still feel a pang of... *how shld i put it!?*
"tidal emotions"!

Did the tredmill and attempted 2 rid of my Flabby triceps......
Exhausted. Maybe, i'd b able to slp well, w/o nightmares tis time.
on the side note, i'm gona be "disciplined to be a babe"! *hmph*

Unorg post, i know.

As i was driving home, saw tis dog ran accross the road.
I immediately switched 3 lates,
to see if it was ruskie... (FYI, my pet dog tt neva came home)..
Well, it isnt.. sigh...

Then i saw 2 bikes, 1 sports bike, 1 phantom, the phantom had a pillion.
Thought it was eric, with ken, and ivan behind.
Well, it isnt either.
What wld they be doin in jurong aniway.

Yeah.. what wld he b doin here...
i aint with him animore..
sighh...

I'd lead a good life, but i still miss him.
was told not to write such sad stuff animore...

then again, I FEEL UNHAPPY WAT!! DUdE! wat u expect me 2 post!?
hahahaa..
These days however, such feelings comes in pangs.
Esp when i see some things, say somethings or do somethings.
man.. this sux.

gona get 2 bed.
Pls stay in my memory... not my mind....
get out of my head!!! but u may not get out of my heart..
In time to come, we wont love..
But we once loved...
When will the time come??
guess it's till the day i dont shed tears at nite..

I never liked wearing watches, but he bought one for me for our 1st yr.
Now, id wear it, as it's the closest thing i've got.
Looking at it makes me remember... ... YOU...

when i read other's blogs, or see other couples..
id juz realize i dont have him animore.
those sweet stuff, lovey dovey, or some small arguments,
sweet suprises...
I aint entittled to them animore.

oh shuddit val!
stop sobbing.
now get to bed!