Totally concuss today... had less than 4 hours of slp the night before, and had to drag my heavy body out of bed to bugis.. Met tiangx as she was supposed to get her crystals. end up walking, shopping, and doing anything BUT what we went there for... Next was catching up with June at her far east shop. ahhh.. Got a dress for $12! (sale!!!!) ... next was metro sale.. 20% off.. again, auntie val went to snap up necessities which ive been waaaaiiitng for! Skin care is never a splurge.. id proove it to you in 10 years time!

Shouldnt this be ALL girl's motto??


Work today was Kinda hassle free. Why? cuz of the star awards... after it ended, calls came flooding in again. Singaporeans and their bullshit.

Work with leonard n charlie is NEVER a bore.. they'd come up with 101 things to tease... from me being "HUNGRY" to Charlie the teletext queen to leonard the "Ditched in the rain" guy... hahaa... no one's taking offence.. not me for sure... Its just that my reputation's being tarnished! ugh.. When ur friends are starting to worry for my bf's "safety" and not me, that's a major problem... hahaa.. they told him to wear double underwear.. hahahahaa.. irritating fellas.. ought to be hangged!! :P but they brighten my day for sure!

Spoke Jinwen for over an hour earlier... Speaking to her is nostalgic.. reminds me of those sec sch days where we'd call each other on the phone with an intention to ask abt sch wrk, and digress to everything else BUT schoolwork..

However... talking to her made me a lil dull at the same time... made me regret choices ive made, things which i could have done but did not... Speaking to her made me reflect a lil... i realize that right now, im still not who i wana be. Embracing my present is one thing, the need to be a better, stronger person is another. I feel im capable of scaling greater heights. I KNOW im able to push myself, persevere, and improve in many aspects. I want to be proud of who i see in the mirror, and not just accept who i am and being thankful...... being proud of myself (in a good way of cuz) and being thankful of what i have, is 2 different issue.. I know im capable of capable.. I just have to push myself.

meeting up with Jinwen, xinlun, and jieqin at kbox tmr. hah.... jinwen does not listen 2 chinese songs....!! hmmm... the last time i heard them sing?? its those vball songs... Im gona croak tomorrow. haha..