Moving out on my own

Why I want to move out on my own:

1. i can get home anytime i want after supper or work
2. anyone can stay over anytime (great idea!)
3. i can wear anything at home. (i'd leave things up to your imagination) P/S: mum, can you stop commenting on what i SHOULD wear or MUst wear, i mean its my hse too! shallnt go into details.
4. i can mess up the room
5. buy more stuff without anyone saying i've got enough
6. sleep at 7am without bursting my bladder by stayin in my room and afraid tt they'd realize i havent slept
7. i'd get to revamp my own room the way i want it (KING SIZE BED)
8. i'd have the freedom to do "anything" i want at home
9. i can get a dog!!
10. NO MORE NAGGING!!! =)

Why i'm still staying with my parents and not moving out on my own:

1. I'm not financially independent. Expenses wise, yes, lodging? school fees? uH-uh
2. I refuse to wake up in the middle of the nite to bring in clothings if it rains
3. Mum cooks great food, n she's the best (and only) mummy!
4. Dad has a car, n i'm very fond of him.
5. My bro's becomin more mature, n i love seein him change from a little boy, to the great guy he is now
6. No one's gona bug me to keep my room Tidy
7. No one's gona joke n sincerely care for me
8. I'd wake up in the middle of a nite a lonely person
9. I spent the last 20 years with them, and im emotionally attached to them
10. They're my family and i love them!

Spent most of the day with prisc in the library. What a life. it's my OFF DAY!!!! argh. nevertheless, kinda satisfied with the outcome of it all. Dinner with my parents, Thai food, love it. (BANGKOK HERE I COME!) went shopping at cold storage, and i'm back HOME. Stuck with my unfinished DVD serial. ok... lets see. 4 more dvds to go. = bout.. 10-12 more episodes? gona have a weekly de-stress program man. or i'd crash n burn.

here r some thoughts for today after speakin to some ppl..

i've only got one life, and this time, it's prolly the last time i'm gona
study full time. The next time i'm studyin, it'll be when i'm having a full time
job. Situation presents a challenge, a chance for me to take charge of something
i'm interested in, and give it my best shot. WHY waste it!? At least. i know i
aint alone. Great thanks to those who helped out in bad times, giving me virtual
hugs n kisses, helping me get to bed, telling me things which aint good to
hear... etc. or simply, just by being there for me. you know u're deeply
appreciated in more ways than one.

I'm growing up... but Is it a way i want to?

How others view me, is simply a mirror, in which i see my own reflection. Thanks for showing it to me.. I'm not sure if i like what i'm seeing.