Wednesday, November 02, 2005

i wont cry.. i just wont!

Everyone moves on, some faster, some slower, some never.

Those who dont move on are losers.

Well, he didnt ask about me, he didnt even give a damn. Not even a word of concer like, "how's val", or "have u met up with val". or something of the sort. No, Nothing. Zilch.

Im out of ppls life too soon. so what the hell is my significance to ppl?

We maybe close like shit, and the next moment, everything changes, and its as if nothing happened, and we never spoke to each other, never shared the special glances, nothing. We behave as if we meant nothing to each other, and everything was just a facade. So what's changed? what happened? i dont wish to probe. My pride doesnt allow me to.

and YOU, u've moved on, look where u left me!? here, in my shit hole. I dont want u back, u killed your heart so quickly. and I'd just have to blame myself for not being able to shove u out that quickly. For one, i'm not as heartless, id never be able to do it.

Quit asking if i'd be back with him, if he asks. Firstly, he wont. Second, i wont. Thirdly. Life cant always be phrased as a hypothetical question.

Damn it. Not even a lil concern!? courtesous, Friendly concern? Damn u asshole(s).. Go ahead, go put on a greeaattt show. U know where it'll get u. Stay the way u want. I cant be bothered. (yeah rite).

I said i wont cry. The day i told key it's over, it IS over. Promised i wont shed another tear for u. I havent. i wont. Always thought it's better to bawl it all out. Suffer the aftermath of puffy eyes. Now, im starting to think otherwise. Save the tears. Dont shed it for someone who's not worth it.

I do regret many things in life, not doing this, doin too much of this and that... Guess now, i'd just do whatever i wana do. Id be nice to anyone i feel like, and do sweet things for ppl i care for, and wanna make happy! and like Seng said, Go with the FLOW! I might as well, since ive got nothing to lose. Sometimes, with no promises made, i feel more "carefree". i dont feel so tied down. Yet, at the same time, i wana do things to show my concern, and make the other party happy.

Be open, and give any one a lil chance they deserve.Right!?
Hah. Unconditional love. I thought u gave that to me. So... its disappeared within ..... XXX days? hmm Situational love id say. Gone with afew juggs of beer! .. :)

Well... who am i to critisize. My feelings for u are gone too. im lookin forward, and movin on dude. Adios! The nxt time we meet, wld be when i look back, and laugh at how stupid i was to cry and even be bothered. It'll be when u mean nothing to me at all.

Wonder who am i referin to in this post.. Hmmm...

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