Fiddled a little wif my wish list on the left. aka. Shopping list by SANTA VAL!
Realized that 60% were made possible/given by Mr. J.. :/ am i like over reliant!? Damn it. Cannot Cannot. Prisc will kill if i were to do so much as to take forgranted anything i have. I can always count on my babes to "Snap" me back to reality. She's brutally honest. and i really appreciate that. It keeps me standing FIRM.. or at least anchored during rough times.
GREEN COL ITEMS are my must gets, PURPLE's pending, and BLACK is gone case. haha..
Went KTV with Key n Priscy. As usual, Key's the KTV queen, prisc n i were supporting actresses. Just like AH*Mei and her sisters in thoes MTV... Key's AH MEI, priscy and i are the sisters!!! hahaa.. now we know who has the "powerful" voice. Didnt come accros as suprising tho!! heh..
Oh.. Another reason why i like being with them.. i can just cry, and girls being girls. we understand. They didnt give me the weird look when i cried after watching the MTV. WalAoo it was really damn sad!!! me being the sua ku, cried as it was my first time viewing it. They gave me a hug, and it didnt come accross as being weird/over emo. Bet if i was with guys/some other weird girls, they'd have given me the "LOOK" or.. i'd be hiding those "tears".. Ehh.. i'm really very EMO larr.. haha.
Had to be a pilot 2day and fly priscy/key's aeroplane. :( worked OT on my offday. I cant help it. i just need to make as much as i can while i still can! Dont ask why. There's NO particular reason. not xmas, vday, bday.. nothing. it's just the NEED to NOT feel broke, NOT feel dependent on others for $$, NOT be 100% taken care of. Think im well taken care of already tho.. =)
Sometimes i feel like a princess.. ok. NOW i do feel like a princess.. was queuing up for the stupid mango salad... and those stupid aunties had 2 cut my queue time n again. Being fed up, i msged J, and headed home. After work at Westcoast mac, he passed my "suprise" to me.. MANGO SALAD!! Now how sweet's that?? Vif asked how's my honeymoon.. =( the frown wasnt becuz it wasnt goin well... but becuz of the fact that it's a honeymoon.. well come to tink of it, i never HAD a honey moon wif eric.. This time round. i'm not sure if it IS counted as one.. For one, i dont wish it WAS a honeymoon.. i want things stay the way it is.. or get better!! not him.. but me including..
1 more day to our 1 mth 2gether. he asked me not to "count"... hmm fair enough. BUT I"M A GIRL MAH!!! all girls sure would count! those who say you dont, go spank ur ass, face the wall and WAKE UP UR IDEA!!! haha. tts not the worst idea. He didnt make mention of anything at all, as tho he didnt remember. ok, fair enough he DOES remember. but.. not even a meal 2gether? mmm.. nothing special's ok. but .. not even meeting up??? and best of all, he's goin to his friend's birthday. and he use to like this girl ALOT.. **green eyed monster comin up** so what if she's attached now.. im still green eyed! Cant help it. dont wana hlp it either. im feeling wat i'm feeling, so juz heck lar. he likes me being myself... all girls turn a lil green at times. dont they!? but i'm "controlled" lar.. hahaha.. not the unreasonable bitch.. Just the timid gf.. who wants to act as if she doesnt mind infront of her bf. Trying. But i'm green cuz feelings are involved. if theres no feelings, then i wont even bother! at least i know he wont see my posts till the weekend...
WAKE UP UR IDEA VAL. . so it's true tt ur friends find tt he's reali sweet/nice and gona do something.. Like prisc said once again.. Dont expect, Dont compare.
Xmas/Bday shopping tmr. Gosh i'm gona b so broke!!! :(
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