Enrollment
Window shopping
Nightsafari Ben & Jerry
Pasar Malam shopping with mum
Dance Class
Supper with James
Hmm. seem like quite a handful.
Nevertheless, i clocked close to 110KM in mileage, spent bout $15 on parking/ERP.
I'm broke.. Pay's finally in. and how in the world am i gonna survive till the end of nxt mth!? There're so many presents to buy.. presents to make.. =(
Havent been left dumbfounded for the longest time.
He asked when was the first day we met. I cant remember.. He did.
Then he said, This is wat he calls SIGNIFICANT. like when we met, our 1 yr 2gether, etc. NOT 1 month. Then he mentioned, what the fuck is 1 mth etc..
Honestly honey, dont use that word on me. It never fails to make things unpleasent. Perception. What's impt to you, may not be important to me. What's important to me, may not be important to you. Period.
Feel as if i'm walking on tight ropes these days.
Dont wanna make him snap. If he snaps, i'd fall.
I feel small and little.
Insecure. No more elaborations needed.
Wish he didnt have such effect on me.
effects are present, cuz there are feelings involved.
Feeling Pissified now.
Guess some things are better left unsaid.
Past left undug..
Future left untold.
stared at the RRRROOOOUUUUNNDDDDD moon..
emitting an aura of serenity..
Making the "star-less" sky seem less empty..
I start to wonder. The sky's so high.. i'm just another unhappy person out there.
There're lots of other less fortunate ppl.
Cliche i know... But true nevertheless..
And when i turned to look at THIS...
i cant hlp but give an exasparated smirk once i recall what he said.
All anger of mine (if any) wld just subside,
Problems solved for the time being
Worries set aside
Confusion set straight,
Misunderstanding Understood,
I'd simply juz be left momentarily blinded by happiness and Pure Bliss.
He bought them back frm BKK. and said:
"The gerberras i bought you wld die, and you'd throw them away.. Got you tis plastic ones.. so that they'd never wilt.."
Swear was super gan dong at tt moment. and he didnt even bargain...
I shall just drift to slp with "the moment"..
Irregardless, of my insecurities, and how unhappy i made you.... I still love u.
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