just wana cry..

im upset.

I just wana cry....

fine, i already am crying... it feels good to juz cry ur hearts out... guys may think it's a stupid move, but WRONG, ask any girl, and she'd tell u that more often than not... she doesnt know the reason why she's crying, and MOST importantly, she'd feel better after she cry!

Its scientifically proven that crying reduces stress/tension and what's nots. so BOoHOoHoo!!! thumbs down to those of u who dont belive in crying, and insistent on keeping ur back bone straight, and that crying's for babies.

there's no particular reason as to why im crying. juz feeling pekchek i guess... AND, other ppl's feelings rub off me as well... i felt pekchek, and after i realized james was pekchek with his own stuff.. i felt equalli bad...

Oh damn it.. show me some light, spark, a sign a whatever.. just make me happy, and make me STOP being so whiny. and FUCK! i hate it when ppl dont reply my msgs or answer my calls. To hell with everything lar.. Ive had enough.

When im upset, i act on impulse. i dont wana be impulsive... because i make mistakes when im impulsive. Fuck it lar... I do not want anything 2 affect me anymore. Have i made a mistake again tis time!?!?!?!??? have i set myself into a trap... where i cant get out of?? out of impulse?? i dont know and i dont care. all i know now is that i'm DAMN DAMN DAMMMMNNNNNNN unhappy!. someone... bring me a choc ice blended....... =(

yeah.. im emotional. That's juz me. Take it or leave it. and do i look like i care if this post is incoherrent? Read my lips. "I DONT".