Post fury

Back from OT. It's either the people who call in the morning are nice by nature, Lady luck's smiling on me, or i'm less crude + Judgemental earlier in the day. It's 2.13 on my PC, and technically, i should have just gotten up, but NO, val just made 40bucks! enough for popcorns and movies for 2 on a weekend. So how about a date sometime soon??

Almost fell asleep while waiting for the bus, Fell asleep while IN the bus, Here i am at home, and i know i cant sleep. or i will NOT get up in time for work.

Walao eh.. i still do get jittery feelings these days. especially after i read certain msgs frm J. when he msged me askin me how i'm feeling and not to be upst abt last nite, and i almost teared again lar!! it's a mix between being gandong that he actually msg me and he's still concerned, and partly becuz i'm reminded of those feelings last nite. walao eh. Guess it's the lack of sleep. **useless val**

mmm... thanks william/yang for ur tags... and priscy + key for the sweet msgs + offers to go out with vaL.. =) no worries. I can manage. It's nothing much.. GIRLS! hah! mafan species.. when you cant do anything about THINGS, just Heck it.

At least these days i can voice my opinions. Still remember the not too distant past... where i had to keep views to myself. A single comment of mine will easily spark an argument, and the supposed pacifier would become pacified. So why in the world did i even make comments or voice my opinions back then!? hah. i could have saved lots of arguments. :P This time round. I shall just say whatever i feel. No point feeling constipated. Whatever reaction i get, so be it... I dont wish to have a constipated relationship with me feelling upset and not having anyone caring. Whatever the out come. so be it. I survived so many... i dont see why i cant survive another.

tsk.. having those lil heart aches now... they come in lil spasms. catching me at moments i dont realize. someone cure it please. =(

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