Tuesday, April 04, 2006

Its only Scary when u remember + Happy bday william!

Ever looked at some old photos, messages, gifts, or place which made u reminisce about the past?

Ever look back at some things, and wonder if u took the right path?
Its the time where all the what ifs would pop up..
"What if i did this..." or
"If only i didnt do that"...

Its true that what's done cant be undone.
Its also true that we may be making a choice of a life time with every decision, every word, every action.

However, we'd never fully understand the fact that a small act today may change a big tomorrow. There're a million and one "tomorrows".. which is your tomorrow??

horribly enough.. everytime some thing jots your memory and brings u down memory lane... you'd ultimately snap back to reality and realize that your current situation aint exactly ideal... and you wish... things were the same as before.. you thought things were the same... but they arent.

It aint so bad if u're oblivious to the surrounding or the past for that matter.
Its only scary... is when you remember.

Random examples include:
you realize your parents have aged alot
you found out your belly's bigger than before
you find crow feet near ur eye area
ur aims and goals are only about making $$
your lover aint the same as before
you cant fit into your old clothes
your boyfriend treats you different from before
friends you thought u had are gone...
things you could do to salvage a relationship
time you could have put to good use.
your feelings aint the same as before
words you could have said to your significant other
dreams which could have been fulfilled...


See what i mean? Have i touched a soft spot!?
Now u understand.....
This is what i mean by IT's only scary when u remember..


aniway
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLIAM!!!! MAY U GET AS MANY FUGS AS U LIKE AND STAY CLEAR OF STD!!!
HEY, IM KIDDIN DUDE. =) CANT TAKE A JOKE!? HEHE.. WE'D HAVE FUN ON WED! CANT WAIT TO WATCH MAGIC FUNDOSHI.. YOUR FIRST PLAY IN AGES... =)

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