Affection

Affection

Everyone needs some of it. The more the merrier i should say.
I wish i could speak to you.
But before i do, i already know your answer(s). Yes. Its most justifiable i should say.

HATE the lack of affection. I feel like a friend at times. Where there's no topic for conversation. No little smiles or gestures from you.

yes... im telling myself/you're telling me/everyone's telling me.. its the studies... its the exams.. its the stress.

BaHhhh!!! yar.. it is lar... but there's no one to speak to and no way i can convey my feelings to you. no room for negotiation. no way you're gona understand, no reason why u should change. hence i can only blog, knowing you will never see this in time, nor speak to me about it in any way. Not to mention cheer me up.

phOoo that was quite a mouthfull. CHEER UP VAL!!! =)



So. leme ask. Which is worst?
1. Having a (ex)girlfriend who cries about her ex boyfriend frequently?
2. Having a girlfriend who feels upset about what's happening cries her hearts out when she's alone and you not knowing anything? (For the obvious reasons cuz she keeps it from you)

Cool. Everybody just leave me alone. It'll blow over.
When its over... it'll truly be over.
FUCK! do something!!