im feeling unhappy.
Just plain and simple unhappy.
Feeling all wrecked up inside, and extremely Emo today.
It just suddenly hit me when i was at jame's hse, and i couldnt recover.
Everything seems bleak.
Nothing feels right, and im so freggin sick and tired of everything.
No, james u're not the source of my unhappiness.
Infact, u're the reason why im at least a little bit happy at times!!
Now.. i just feel.. unhappy.
i wana make myself happy, but i cant
i wana make myself feel better, but i dont know how!!
i just want something to look forward to
something to feel happy about.
These days.. there's nothing to evolk those happy feelings.
i just wana go bed now, and i wana feel happy tomorrow.
im in shambles.. sobbing away. and its really dumb because i have no idea WHY im sobbing..
MAKE ME HAPPY!!! i dont care i dont care i dont care dont care!!!
i dont know how i dont know by doing wat i dont know!!!!
i cant make myself happy!!!
here i am wallowing away in self pity.
give me the kind of peace, happiness, and joy that i long to have..
im tired. im sick n tired. Literally.
Fug it lar
if im still in such a mood tmr. i have no idea what im gona do to myself!
knn..
im feeling terrible now and i cant stop
worst still, there's no one here to stop it for me.... sometimes i cant go on, On my own.
I need someone to be there for me.
Both the rational and the non rational me.
and dont say im stupid /dumb / silly / imature to have such moods /feelings.
everyone's entittled to them. everyone has them. Prolly only I blog it out. that's all.
so fug all judmental bastards n bitches out there who think otherwise of me.
dont check back if u're unhappy. like i give a damn.
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