Missing James

i miss james... so so so much.. its weird cuz now that im feeling damn sick n cold, all i want is him by my side. its him i love. giving up the person u love most is the hardest thing to do.

i do love him.
very very much.


the agony comes with realization of truth.

we arent tgt anymore.

why didnt he even try to woo me back!? he kept saying that my mind is made up and nothing he do is gona change my mind... but he's always so so so wrong. i wish he'd b by my side once again. its the simple n little things which he could have done. but he chose not to. losing him is like losing my pillar of strength n courage.

where are u darling?? what r u doing now!? val misses u terribly.....