On my way to Single-hood

Its been hell long since i've had such a bad argument. At the same time... it's also the first time in ages since i've had sucha nice sleep. =) Finally got everything off my mind.

Was on my way to single-hood yesterday. Why!? hmm Its complicated. Something to do with the lack of feelings and whats nots.. Not from me for sure.

It feels like history is repeating itself... It feels like i'm speaking to Jesse once again... where he aint sure of his own feelings either. Gosh think im in deep sheet... and guess what!? i asked for it. Serve me right.

Really a painful experience ytd. Filled with tears and heartaches. Did the bravest thing as to sit right out in the open at west coast mac, and CRY!! prisc and eve was there... thanks darlings =)

But nevertheless, things are not too bad for now. Settled for the time being. Lets hope things would remain this way. Which i highly doubt it will. However... i feel tt a couple needs to go tru SOME form of argument at times and that makes them closer!!!

I know its only right that i ditch him. Its either i ditch him now, or he ditch me later. (which is highly possible) But prisc is right. i cant do it. BU SHE DE! the thought of just NOT having him as my bf any longer is kinda heart breaking. So in short. Id be attached... until.............................................................. yeah. until something happens.

Yep! im still a liiiiittle happy for now. =) havent had such a good chat with him since god knows when!! 1 last paper to go! WhOoHoooOOOoo.... and ive got no confidence for this paper despite already securing 40% worth of High Di. think id just manage a Credit at best.

which means. i beta stop blooging, start studyin!!!! bloody econs.

"In life, we should just enjoy whatever we have...

Everything for the moment...

Cuz we dont know what's gona happen next..."

P/S: James, are u even seeing all this and reading my blog!? I doubt u even saw those past entries. not to mention this. Guess i'd only get bolder in my blogging then. hah.