disgusting apple-freak

Thanks to those who said ive slimmed down (a little).. heh..
i bloat up and slim down very quickly. Here's the drawback. Its always on my love handles, making it super obvious, since only wear Levis 593s..

I bloat up till my period's here.. and after my period, it's like my "slimmest" time of the month.

The ironic thing is that.. it's in sync with my eating habits (Craving)... after my period, id have absolutely no mood for food. or rather, im not so "chan jui".. (greedy? mouth itchy?)... but as it draws nearer to my period, id eat more n more n more... hence the bloating up. ugh..

at least i know i'd b slim for like 1/4 of a month!

Speaking of which. ive got a craving for apples recently.. Maybe its becuz adrian told me that he had tis apple camp, where he ate apples for 3days straight... Nevertheless.. apples are one of my fave food.. esp those big fuji apples....

Since no one's avail for lunch 2dae.. i had an APPLE while studyin alone.. heh.. even simin noted that i ive been eating apples often...

oh... if anyone wishes to get prisc fruits, buy her BANANAS! that's he fave fruit. BANANA PRATA, BANANA SPLIT, BANNANA STRUDDLE, BANANA CAKE.. yeah dude! she looovvveesss bananas.

i swear apples are filling.... bought my dinner and i starred at it till bout 9pm.. zero appetite i tell u.. all i wana eat is APPLES!!! no appetite for anything but APPLES!!

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pay's in today.
oh. pay's also out today.

cleared bills, t/f $$.. yeah. so.. it's gone.
Hil's right.. i need the $$$.. so to hell with it.. i shall keep that resignation letter with me, wait for my gratuity to come in, and in the meanwhile, stay polite, and SMILE!!!! my unlucky days are over anyway... that period of time, i get like 4 major disputes a day.. and now its down to just 1.. so not too bad rite!??

ohh... a complimentary letter came in not too long ago... yes i do rem that subscriber.. i must say i was really nice to him.. hmm.. then again. compli letter does not = more pay.. no increment, = no additional motivation. so duh..
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its my bday month and yet i dont have $$ to hold the the party ive always wanted to hold... ugh. feel damn disgusted. Blocked my leave frm 22nd all the way till the 26th. 5days of NO WORK! WhEeee.. and yet ive been told to study since im not working. what a let down.

Morover, priscy's working.. how bout u key? =(
im freggin 21 ugh.. shallnt talk more abt my bday. the more i think, the more disgusted i feel.
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Heading to Msia tmr.. Go kart.. Seafood.. sheesha perhaps?
its weird... but i dont seem to feel the enthusiasm.
Guess its prolly due to the fact tt i've got at test on tues..
This is bad. im disgusting myself too much.

time for the disgusted val to study...