These days.. I'm really starting to wonder if females in general can truly have a platonic relationship with the masculine-egoistic-Iamsogreat- gender.. Maybe its just me.. My closer friends are ALL female.. Haha. Those whom I can really talk to, n share a nice conversation with, without feeling self conscious.. They're all female. Girlie girls. Who happen to b on the better looking side! Haha. Nope, I don't choose friends..I just happen to get along better with them.
Afew regrets in this short 21 years would b not constantly keeping in touch with these people who left an impact in my life. Am I dying!?!? I've been meeting up with people whom I've not met in ages.. N I feel the need to meet up with more of them.. Enjoy each other's company, maybe even catch up on the goof old times. Haha.. A lil sentimental huh..my point exactly! Am I really dying!? Hahaha. Irregardless.. Life is really short. Too short to nurse grudges.. Too short to waste.. Too short to keep things to yourseld. There's so much to do, with so little time.. You never know when anyone may leave this world completely. So? Just be happy with whatever we do. So that IF we don't die so soon... At least we won't b regreting 10 20 years from now.. Thinking what we should have, could have, or would have done.
Afew girlies in my life.. Whom I hold close to my heart. For some, we've been through things together.. Had our fun.. Arguments.. I treasure them. I always have. May not have explicitly shown them, but they've always had a special place in my heart.
Firstly there's always prisc, my siti nuraliza lookalike.. No need for too much mention bout her.. Cuz her name's always popping up on my blog very often. And key chua.. Who goes mia at times, but I'm meeting up with her next wed! *I've no idea what a roomwarming gift should b, hope you'd like what I got u.
Poly mates whom I've shared a special friendship with includes xinhui.. Jac.. They're voth as good looking as b4. Xinhui's this long haired babe, while prettier now! Haha.. Jac's this attitudinal girl, who doesn't give a damn bout how others may think of her as long as she feels right bout things.. That's what I call self confidence. Haha. *if you're reading this jac, its a compliment for sure*
Sec sch? None played a greater role than my vball mates.. If you've never been a jss vball player, you'd never know what its like.. Haha. From the never ending sweeping of courts, booking of the few pathetic shower rooms, leave forms which allows us to 'rest' instead of attending classes.. The very 1st time we took off our skirts n wore our 3jiao ku, the 1st time we got trashed so bad by primary school kids.. (Our very first opening match...man... Were we bad). To our 1st west zone championship, nationals... Where the whole sch would b wishing us luck.. Cheering 4 us at our match.... Jurong... The school where sports people rule... N the lians n bengs don't call the shots.. However.. During matches.. Even the 'paikias' root for us! Haha.. The 12 of us took teamwork very literally... When laoshi told us tt we need teamwork.. We bought similar bags n waterbottles... We had lunch together despite having our own clique of friends.. We made sure not 1 of the 12 of us got left behind... Even the best player.. N the lousiest player were friends.. We sang like nobody's biz in the bus on our way to matches.. From the latest 933 songs back then, to our traditional vball song.. Had boyfriends... Most of them assholic bball players.. Had crushes... Where jinwen likes bingwen n the whole world knows... Haha.. (oh pls don't c this jinz haha)... Much more memories.. But given the fact tt I'm typing this on d train... Girls... If anyone of u happens to c tis right now.. I'm sure u share my sentiments..
There's also my dotter iris n lydia.. Whom I've got to know after getting tgt with eric.. The guy may b gone... Gut girlie friendship stays... =) met up with lyd on sat... Had a niceeee chat =) hang in there girl...
There's june whom I can really relate to... N I wish she' get a good guy... =)
Lastly Shimin n celin... I wish nothing went wrong between us back then... My greatest regret... Why? Cuz its not something I can get back after spending time tgt again... I can meet up with friends I miss... Catch up after years... But for the both of them.. I noe I lost them.. I saw them on the streets, but didn't say hi... I hid.. Why? Cuz I know that could have been me... Shopping happily tgt with them... My pride.. Doesn't allow me to ask why... Or what went wrong... They don't want me arnd either..
Some pix for the weekend:
THAT"S PRISC!! on her car.. so cute :P (she's gona kill me)
Jieqin, Myself, and Leeying =)
FLOWERS!!! which never fail 2 brighten up my day... thankyou al.. your suprise would be coming right up..
and......... ME! :) i swear im not naked.. sigh.. bored in the cab again mahh..
Thank god i typed all that on the train.. now im back to PROJECT! arghhh
Monday, September 04, 2006
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