car accident + work's a bitch

had my 1st Minor car accident.. 26th July.. argh..
accidents are bound 2 happen. right!!??
sigh. lets just hope the nxt one would be far far far far faRrr frm now
aint exactly my fault.. shallnt find excuses for it either.

elaborate more nxt time.. when i aint that tired..
oh.. and work's a bitch..
feel exhausted from it. seem 2 reach a saturation point,
where i'm past the peak of my learning curve.
Even if i do learn, i dont perform,
i dont make use of what i learn.
The executing part sux..

gosh.. what if i cant make it through..
what if live calls are worst and.. and..
i dont make it!?!?
Gotta buck up!!!!!

i must.