Photoblog

wow.. its been a long time since ive blogged! hah. reaaaalllly preoccupied with stuff... even now as im so tired... im still so bogged down by the neverending tonnes of work... Gona use prisc's concept of usin PEEEKCHas!!! well.. since a picture says a thousand words. mine's gona well make up for it. hah.


Lectures are always cold and boring... Especially when its a sleepy sat morning... thanks to my dear-you-know-who-u-are.. im not bored in lect =) here's a pic of me sharing the lil bit of warmth i have with her. my dear prisc. Kinda obvious who's on the right n left =)




Projects projects and more projects. never ending...


and not to mention.. there's WORK almost everynight too!! i mean.. where in the world am i gona get the $$$$ if i dont WORK right!? thank god, ive got a couple of funlovin ppl in there where... ppl whom i can snitch food from.. share lame jokes.. complain... etc =) Here's miss Charlie Low and myself.



and there are countless number of birthdays too! where everione wld get a tiny bit of cake =) HAPPY BIRTHDAY jENNY!



ahhh.. KTV! i like... =) i cant really sing. but who cares! im perfectly fine with my voice. haha.. it isnt myself im causing discomfort! hahaha... Hanyi on the left... jenny on the right...



New colleagues joining in the "fishtank".. while others are leaving... Just today... a manager wrking there for 7 years just left... his last day.. TM Benjamin... dont know him personally... but i saw tears in his eyes as he was bidding his last farewells.. touching sight... Below's a pic of June n myself.. we're in GREEN!!! she just left Sales and Retention dept... went to australia to look for her bf... or EXbf i shld say.... will b seein her often tho. hah. so no worries =)



And another old friend from back in poly days.. Meryl aka Jiaen aka ho kah yan =) she's been sitting really far away.. and we havent been talking much either.... its the "distance.." say... 4 rows back? hahaha... WE'RE IN STRIPES!!! ayah.. i look fat larrhhh... tis pic was taken way back... :( nvm nvm.. i lost weight already!!! realllly!!! *state of denial*



Been heading to the nonsensical beach of Singabloodypore~~... mad weather.. rain shine rain shine rain rain rain no shine rain couds shine =( how to get a tan u tell me...



Des and his monkey face! Went to jumbo seafood with my family a week b4 national day... des is all grown up now.. feel so proud of him. hope he'd do well for his A levels. =)



US laughing to a clip by mr brown while waiting for food =)



This is really out of no where.. hahaha.... sat lunch.. think this shades belongs to Kejin... if i dont recall wrongly.. hah.. photowhoring.


MONTHS back! ahhhh leme self proclaim.. 4 BEAUTIES! hah... *wei! cant i upgrade myself!?* hahaha.. the ballies.. Prisc, peakie, key and val =) we're still meeting this wed right!?



erm.. a lil woozy already.. had a couple of drinks... at eddie's pool party.... that's vif... ANOTHER one who just left.. sigh.... wishing her all the best in OBS =)


ahhh.. some gone.. and there's always SOMEONE left.. myself with Adrian... ah heng.. lao ban... call him anything. My boss.. sitting behind me everyday.. 38-ing.. sharing food.... bringing lotsa joy =) the reason why i have my hands on his shoulders is because............................ nevermind. those who know.. does know. those who doesnt.. then dont. hahaa


That's EDDIE!!! i tell u.. his partner's place is DAMN nice lar!!! levelz!~~ pheOowwww like some pvt hidaway. =) tis guy has the MOST number of shades EVER!!! one for every outfit. how but that. hah!


Black feet, white feet, who's feet!?!?!?



Mine and FISHBALL TAY!!!!(as to why she's called fishball.. nevermind bout that) miss tay sim hui.. haha.. its weird how we never ever ever were in the same class.. yet we happen to be in the same elective class in year 1.. and have since made it a point to be in the SAME class every sem... from dumb lifestyle classes, to FRENCH... to social etiquette.. orientation... dance choreography... cheering.. mascot.. banners.. flags... we've been there. hah.. i swear i havent met her for 1.5 years (tho she denys).... gd friends will always be good friends.. weather or not they talk.. meet.. etc.. we still would get along! hahaha had a great time catching up with her.. some shots :)

I like this! arty farty.. wasnt on purpose! hah













i like this shot! :) id see u arnd soon babe. i know u wont see this. u dont even bother surfing blogs! tsk... hope work goes well.. and those dumb ppl will stop writing STUPID comments and give u trouble :S...


erm.... LASTLY!!! more photowhoring! hah








arghhh i look erm. 1/2 naked in a cab!? hahaha i was wearing a tube! i sweaaarrrr!! hahaha bored on the way to work... =) sooo just use dopoo to SNAP SNAP SNAP! hah.. k lar the 3rd pic i was acting sweet. failed. i know.. hahaha

Photosluts will be photosluts! withorwithout make up! hah



Here's what i do at night......




First date. Enough said =) A picture can only say THIS much........ feelings and thoughts run deep tho.. =)




Nights all.... i ve sacrificed PROPPER work.. for THIS!!!!!!!! its worth it =) someday.. id look back at it.. and SMILE... having penned down my thougths... left pix of my life in this blog.. its like leaving a scrapbook of your life... you'd smile at it.. silly or UNsilly alike. =)

DOPOD 838 PRO

Here's my Baby DOPOD 838 PRO












WooOhOoo!!! that's my baby!! i call her dopoo (pronounced as doh-pooh).. inspired from the dopod's original logo =) i like to give my devices names.. like my nano's called skinny, now ive got dopoo, and prisc's called "flat" / (or bian bian so she says)... etc etc... Ohh more abt bian bian in my next entry

A lil bout Dopoo:

Dimensions
112.5 x 58 x 21.95 mm

Weight w/battery
176 g

Primary display resolution
320 x 240 pixels

Connectivity option
3G, Bluetooth, Wi-Fi, GPRS/GSM, Infrared, USB
Multimedia

Maximum camera resolution
2 megapixels

Video features
Video recording, Video playback

Main processor speed
400 MHz
RAM
64 MB
ROM
128 MB

Rated battery life
5 hours


More about dopoo can be found HERE... Dopoo's

Thank you Al, Thank you Dad, Thank you M1, Thank you kokkeong.

gona read the manual... Time to head to work RD ot! :)

Goodbye James.

17 Aug, Thursday. Quite an eventful day i must say. One of the most dramatic days ive lived tru in this mere 21 yrs of my life. (nope, details not included) while i was hibernating away in room, Des came in and informed that my friend was at the door. WHO could it be!? at this hour!?!?

When i went to the door, it was james.. What else could i do? i mean.. he's already at the door.. I invited him in of course. He mentioned that he's been up here a couple of times, but never had the courage to press the bell. Lucky for him today, cuz bro's home. or else id never have heard the bell. neither would i have open the door i guess. Mental note. Inform bro not to let him in, in order to save me from another akward situation.

He came to ask me back. To talk things out. He promised a better future and that he finally knew that I AM THE ONE. I really start to wonder.. when you're in a relationship (especially at this age), enter the relationship with an assumption that ur partner is prolly gona stay by ur side and u're gona get married if things go well in the next few years. I mean... being attached.. is something like a promise.. aint it!?

When he was with me... and where i WAS his girlfriend, he didnt have that "feeling" for me. (till now i've still got no idea what that "feeling" thing is about). Soooo he loved me.. YET there was no "feeling" .. where i can go purchase that "feeling" thing!?. Cuz its no where to be found aparently. I tried means and ways to acquire and instill that "feeling" in him. but failed miserably tho... or we wouldnt have parted.

Am i right to say that ONE FINE DAY when he realizes that YES VAL"S THE ONE, then good for him cuz im still with him.... and if he decides that "NO SHE ISNT THE ONE" then good bye to me... and all this while ive stayed with him was in vain!? sudden thought, what if he broke ths "lack of feeling" news to me in 7 years!?!?!?! hah. i told him straight off that he's selfish. and NO. im not going back with him. its over.

Ive got a happy life now. He did mention that there's risk in the new relationship too! Yes that's for sure. Here's an analogy, if you drive, you'd prolly get into a car accident somehow or other, be it how good a driver u are. so would u rather buy a NEW car with less risk, or a 2nd car, who's failed you time and again!? The choice is clear, im a risk taker, and im a sucker for new stuff.. Im happy with al now. Al's my new car, and this trusty new car will not fail me... hence, stashing the chance of "scraping" this new car. Im really really happy driving my new car. It feels as tho for once, ive found myself the right car, and taken the right seat.

James asked for a 2nd chance. I told him it isnt the SECOND chance. it's the THIRD. When the 2nd chance was given, it was after i damaged his car, and we made up after that. he said the feelings was back. Hey Hey hey!! but these feelings left shortly after... too late..

This is the last and final pic im gona post with him.

Ive always liked this shot, felt it was artistic, But there're many ways to intepret a picture.

This shot's bout the 2 of us. facing 2 different directions, back to back. i look a tad dreamy, while james posture looks as tho he was pissed and in command for sure.

That was life back then. Him in command, me UNDER his command, living in my dream..

That was in the past.

Ive awaken from this dream. and he's no longer in command.

Shall skip the finer details of yesterday. bahhh.. but his presense did have an "effect" on me. He had a test that day. and i was a lil worried. he's been screwing up his life, not sleeping well at night.. this n that... That morning, when he sat right before me. i knew it was over. I didnt feel that "thing" for him anymore. i didnt have the "urge" to hug him like before, neither did i feel like im the "star" of the show. Im like a bystander all of a sudden.

The whole 1 hr plus i was talking, i faced the balcony, looking at the bouquet of flowers al gave me. The flowers are withering away, but it spells promises and a future. When i looked back at james, i knew it... canot lar.. really canot. The feelings left long ago... Months back. Guess i just didnt have the courage to admit it back then. Till i met al.

James and i parted on a good note. he wished me well, and wished i could be happy. I feel the same. Good bye James. I should never have given in, neither shld i have got together with you. Id have saved us both the agony. Both good and bad memories of James are fading.. Im quite a dory fish... with all these said... I hope ive closed another chapter of my life.

His "visit" has its repecussions as well... Before i slept, had some miscommunication with al.. he thought i was having 2nd thoughts bout our r/s, and i may be leaving him for james. Silly boy. James had his chance. Now it's al's turn to take a try...

Back from PRATA

Just got back frm supper with Prisc and Lyan at thomson. Prata's absolutely the BEST! had 1 roti bomb, 1 and 1/4 cheese prata. Sinful. Gona get FAT for sure. Had a great time talking bout dumb customers, thailand, and silly stuff. Guess 3 girls DO generate quite abit of noise. hah.. So Next week, we're gona conquer GEYLANG's Frog leg porridge!!!

Gonna miss them if the both go for the exchange prog. =( and if evelyn go as well, id be left without a MJ kaki at the same time! At least Al's gona be back. PheW. or it'll be ultimate lonliness.

Was suppose to go for Key's "Room Warming" session at her hall.. was confirmed ages ago.. but that girl....... cancelled it in the morning as she's gotta do some research stuff. =( guess i wont be seein her anytime soon.. Missya babe..!!!

gona go slack for abit, play more MSN games... view those online sprees iris was tellin me about.. Love days where there's no school. it feels like hols all over again. i need to catch up on studies! argh.. but ive been tinking bout the germany trip, bangkok trip, this and that.. betta snap back to reality soon man.

Blogging's getting a lil boring.. cuz life's kinda boring too. argh. when i do get some "insights" id blog again.. heh.. and WILLIAM!!! if u're seein this, please come to school. no idea why u told prisc u wont be comin 2 sch for a month.. but PLEASE APPEAR!!! dont pay sch fees for nothing yea!?

Chatting witha friend online nw. She got together with her bf for bout 4 months, and her bf left for australia... she quit her job, left for australia for a short break 2 look for him, and now he initiated a break up when she's IN AUSTRALIA!! what a bastard. I mean... if a guy can ask for a break up like 4 times in 4 months. u know he's not worth it AT ALL!! it bets my .

Speaking of which... i feel that long distance relationships are really sucha bore and sucha chore! BUT its made so much betta with lots and lots of communication, as well as a webcam and skype, and blogging to go along with it. heh... im becoming quite a guru at it! :P those of u goin overseas for exchange program, leavin ur bf/gf here in SG... leme noe... id give u some "tips".. haha.. im still "SURVIVING".. and having a great time... my relationship is getting betta even! hehe.. i charge only a nominal fee :P do sign up asap! haha

Short 1 for now

Somebody's been complaining that my blog's boring.. u know who u are... haha... I admit, been rather busy these days. busy with!? mmm nothing much really.

Projects are so far so good, still on track. and ive been in slack mode i tell u... sleeping at 4am, waking up at bout 2, watch dvd, shower.. eat, head to work, chat online at night.. and the cycle goes on..

havent been doing anything.. but sleeping IS something! Think it "beautifies" me.. haha.. better skin, better bod, blahh.. just finding excuse for myself.

In the meanwhile.. just wana say how contented i am with life.. and the way things are now. Val's a happy girllll.. despite being OH SO BROKE. gota go for now. be back shortly...

My Melody + Nat day2006

PRESENTING.......

MY MELODY!!!!!!

Real Name: Melody

Birthday: January 18

Birthplace: a forest in Maryland

Personality: very curious, but a little hasty at times

Friends: Flat the mouse, and a host of forest friends

Likes: baking cookies with her mom

Favorite food: almond pound cake

Most treasured possession: the red hood that her grandmother made for her

Melody's soOoOooo cute! Think she's top on my list.. after melody would be Hello tikky, i mean.. hello kitty. hah..

that aside....

Happy national day Singapore! thanks for giving me an extra day off. PheW. Went to eddie's party last nite after wrk, and it was the 1st time i saw so many many many many many gays ever! Food was good nevertheless... leonard, ad, vivian, carene and jaff went as well... had to leave early tho... went back home... washed up... did some groggy chat with al over the phone (had no idea what i was speakin most of the time.. truth i guess).. and Slept all the way till 230 in the afternoon!

Havent had sucha good slp in the longest time! then had lunch... went to bugis to collect my jeans with mum... treated her 2 desserts at "ah chew"... walked arnd 4 abit.. went home =) Short but fulfilling day. havent went out with mum for a long time, glad i have a chance to do so now. Never know when id get to do this again...

Despite being up for less than 12 hours, i feel horribly tired already. Guess id slp before 1 tonight. Feel as tho im falling sick (again) pimples popping up... =( sigh.. what can b worst...

Suprise 1 =)

Look what i got today!!!


That shot's taken from the website. Taken by a pro.. But my REAL flowers are much much mucchh nicer! As im blogging, im gazing at those beautiful flowers of mine.

He didnt Forget. Nuff said.
Prisc, i wont be crying at ur house this time round...

By now the whole world knows that's my fave flowers... haha
Gona just leave the pix here.. blog more bout feelings in my other blog. Im finding it hard to blog bout relationships and feelings in this blog of mine. Dont wish to "dilute" nor "polute" the contents. Hah.. Why? Relationships are involved when it comes to blogging. Its either VERY HAPPY, or VERY UNHAPPY. More often than not, we blog for that particular person, so why expose the whole world to it? that's how i feel larr... Sooo... ive decided 2 blog elsewhere bout my r/s stuff. Just INCASE william say i waste time again.

In short. I had a grreeeaaat Day!
Received my Lovely Flowers at bout 11am.. with love alllll the way frm Germany. Next was alteration of jeans at Bugis, and shopping at heeren. Busted $$ on a new bikini from NUM, a Dress from TOSS, Lingere from FLING. FwoaHh... Big set back already. Grass eating session from now till 25th of this month.

*CROSS FINGERS** please do not reject my taxi claims or medical claims this time round. i really need the $$ for my trip..

Im feelin soooo PINK now..! BRIGHT Shocking PINK!!